Tuesday, May 30, 2006

Over My Head

I'm sure you've heard the song... and while most of the song does not pertain to the situation aka "not negative" this song has been playing constantly in my head... In particular the chorus. Everyone knows I'm in over my head... blah blah blah...

Anyways...

Finally got the call from the RE's office. U/S is scheduled for next week Wednesday. They were happy with the betas and my progesterone level. So yeah uhmm... we're still "not negative" and we'll maybe change our tune next week.

Anyways so that's what's happening here...

In the meantime life goes on... I go back to work Thursday... I'm not planning on telling my coworkers about the "not negative" or the PICU position. I let my manager know... if someone asks then I'll be honest otherwise let them find out whenever they do is my thoughts...

Historically speaking bad things have generally occurred on a Friday night while I'm at work - so one big heeby jeeby will be crossed if nothing bad happens by Saturday... ultimately all we have is time on our hands, and hopefully I'm patient enough for that time to go by.

I uhmm still have nothing to report in regards to the "not negative". I find it easy to even forget about it most days except for that handy dandy prometrium pill I get to pop up my hooch three times a day. Was that tmi? Probably... Anyways I have 3 dogs that are trying not to drive me bonkers. I have a afghan that I need to finish soon before the dogs tear it apart by stealing my yarn... and I need to finish my wedding scrapbook. I've gotten through the part where I walk down the aisle...

So what's new in your neck of the woods and anyone have a life jacket just in case I am truly in over my head...

3 comments:

KrisAndRod said...

We're all keeping our fingers crossed for you over on this side of the state, Sam! Ugh - a whole week you've got to wait for the u/s! Maybe the prometrium suppositories will keep you busy enough that time flies!

Jill said...

I am so glad that you are able to focus on other things besides the "not negative" because that should make time pass a lot more quickly between now and next Wednesday. I'm praying hard that you will get good news at the ultrasound.

Marz said...

I know that wednesday probably seems years away now, but it will be here before you know it. I'm glad you can focus on other things in meantime.
Will be checking on you.