Well the results are in... beta was 3... so uhmm yeah that's negative since they consider anything under 5 negative. So onward and upward right ladies and gents... (not sure if any guys read but you know what I mean).
We're okay - meaning we looked at one another and said when has the first month ever worked for us... it's generally an every other month kind of thing... which means next month. We truly are okay... disappointed but okay and that says something. We both want this more than anything else, but we're trying very hard not to lose sight of the important things. No we don't have a pregnancy or a baby, but we do have each other and 3 wonderful dogs (wonderful when they're not eating chocolate and wonderful when they're not peeing on the duvet cover). We have a lot to be thankful for and for that I am. I'm glad I haven't lost sight of those things. I have a fabulous husband, great friends, and I'm okay with me... so onward and upward we'll get there... it may take us a while, but we'll be okay.